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hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
birthday falls on 24th MARCH every year


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Sunday, January 01, 2006 8:55 PM
it's 2006!! a brand new year! went to eat with my family just now. sigh. from this dinner, from the thai trip. i just realised that the surrounding can affect how a person grow up. the reason why i am a different person when with family and friends is found. sigh. i shan't elaborate anymore. yesterday didn't come home. so was dead tired when i reached home at around 8 plus. so slept til 5pm! omg. this is like so damn long. sigh. didn't manage to do much this count down, unlike last year. even though i did go home after count down for last year, i had fun time with the peeps. this year, have yet to make any new year resolutions. will pray about this later. hahas. but one thing for sure, i want to break the chain that is holding me right now. i want to break through in my spiritual life.

a brand new year, want to wish the following people to have a great new year ahead. and may everything be a success. God bless.
my LaoPoS
my Hamster family
meiS, jieS and broS
Church friends
YTWO
my dearest friends
YOU
you
and of course, you

i lose all the courage to do so. to do what i think will make you happy. but just now, on the way back home, i was thinking, if i were to continue to be like this, you will feel even more uncomfortable. so i promise, i will not think so much. but i just want you to be happy. this year important year. must not play play. you said you want to study de. so, got any problems, can come and look for me de. i will be there when you need me, no matter how busy i am.

spend the whole of count down in church. lols. was quite fun, but i was not really happy because of some reason. but still, i try to enjoy myself in the praise and worship. and indeed i have the fun that i should have. but still. something is holding me back for the fun that i should fully enjoyed. i do not know why must it be that, but is just like this lor. sigh. Lord, this year, is going to be a year of harvest. thank you for all that You had done. i Love You, Lord

if you think that by doing what you suggested, you will be happy, then just do it. i told you le, i just want you to be happy. do what it takes to make yourself happy. i will be fine. seriously. i will be alright. this year, it depends on your decision le. i do not know what else to say, until you make your decision.